All I want for Xmas is ....

Oh Boy, I am actually pretty amazed about crafty hands! Yes it's been a long time since I knit. Then I decided to knit a scarf for my baby...I never formally introduce him but let's just call him E.Bass! Yes I love Chuck Bass too much that I have to find one in real life. Why did I choose this to be my Xmas present to him. I figure he has almost everything, well most of everything that I can afford. I dont take him as a person that I can shop for but I will try one day. Also, I want to give him something that means something.

Knitting is not really my type of thing but I do know how to knit though I get lots of help in the end. Thanks to those ayis on the street, they are too kind but also smelly. Did I mention there was a week when I was knitting this damn scarf that we were having cold war? I really struggled whether I should continue or stop this crazy workload for a Christmas present. Though, I didn't give up cause I ain't a quitter so I wanna accomplish what I started.

I planned it really well, I bought a card along with a nicely designed wrapper paper with the blue ribbon. See the picture? everything has to MATCH <----I SWEAR I am not a VIRGO. So after finding out that damn E.bass is not going to spend Christmas with me nor buy any Christmas present for me. I almost burn that scarf! My rational sense tells me that I should be a graceful person and give him this very precious gift.

So there, the night before he took off for his claimed Family TRIP, I went over to his place and gave him the present. Any facial expression that I expected him to has never showed up, I honestly think he does NOT like my scarf and dont think he will ever wear it but guess what?? SCREW U, E.Bass cause frankly I still think I made the best Christmas gift. U stubborn Cow..(he's a taurus), u will slowly REALIZE how much time and effort I put in this. I know u do already but I am telling u.....u will know ONE day....

BTW, my Christmas present better be f*cking GOOD!!

LOVE those 80s SUPER MODELS!

Pictures are worth million of words!! They present SUPER MODEL ERA!!

Do you have that BRAND that symbolize you?

I used to own a poster of all the infamous 80s Supermodel with super duper mini short skirt in one of those Versace AD on my wall on top of my bed. I know Versace is not the most fashionable label in the public eye cause it's crazy, it's bold and it's definitely FLASHY.

BUT...if you take a closer look @ the recent Versace Show, it somehow shows a little bit of grace and elegance. I like to show-off, no doubt. I mean if I have the body for it, I will be very showy with my body. I was once very comfortable with my figure so I showed alot. Baby said I like slutty shit. I totally disagree, you dont get to show your curve when you are 50 years old unless ur a cougar. Well, figure speech.

Baby said he's more D&G, I said "Cavalli". Yes we both wild animals :P I have that leo in me that I like flashy, colorful items yet a bit of elegant touch to it. I am the ghetto fabulous type. I like all the tight fitting, ok....I miss all the tight fitting shit. When will I be there? Soon I hope....

Do you have that Brand that says it's YOU....? Aileen said she stepped into Versace, she started saying "Ariel Ariel Ariel!!" DO YOU?

Crib? Home? Collection?

I am obsessed with Instyle Celebrity Home Section. I mean I am a Instyle magazine fan but Instyle China? Come on!! Until I find out that they do features (straight copy from American Instyle) Celebrity Home AND Chinese Celebrity. Yay....I enjoyed reading this section a lot.

While baby tells me my home is not homey, I really begin to dislike my place too. Why? I am a shallow person. My place is NOT pretty and for all my life. I've never lived at a place I called myself comfortably happy living in. How sad? I know I can't keep looking at celebrity home and hoping my crib, home turn into that nor I want to. I really just need a place that's you know MINE. My daddy had promised me thousand times that he will and will buy me a place. However, as much as I want to believe him. I DON'T. Which makes me decide to BUY ONE MYSELF! Yap you heard me!! You damn did.

I dont know how long is this fucking thing gonna take but I am telling you. I will maybe far far far away from the city but I fucking will. Home really represent one's personality. Look at the celebrity home then you will know. Characteristically represent each person's favor, personality, style.

When I look at my place, No style. You know how much I hate being OUT of style?? Look at my baby for instance! Dude...he's too much of a fashionista! But dear, your home doesn't speak about you YET.

I am really hoping that by Monday, I will know for sure whether I am moving or not! Pray for me guys!

Simplicity is my name

I am a simple girl who tries to simplify my life to the mini-mum. I do however enjoy mix and match when it comes to clothes, home decoration and design weddings. Throughout the years, I really learn not to deal with dramatic people. Some people carries drama with them not by purpose but they just let drama follow them, affect them and join them. I tried not that bothering me. I once told a friend that "it's their drama until it affect you then it becomes your drama." He was very pleased with my saying.

I was young once (not that I wasn't young anymore) but I was once very into creating drama. I make things out of proportion to be angry, upset or even depress. Then, I realize life is way too short to be making things too big of a deal. No one is gonna care if you are angry, upset or even depress for those unnecessary incidents. Then why hold grudges when no one gives a damn? When you grow older and wiser, you will really learn to let go and move on. I know I sounded sentimental but really I am not. There are alot of things and ppl that need me to focus on.

I am happy with what I am. I have a lot of acquaintances that I dont remember that I have that long of conversations with. I have a lot of friends that I dont keep up nor do they keep up with each other's lives. I have a lot of good friends that I dearly miss and wish I can see them more around the world. I have few that I hang out when I am not working. I have fewer that I discuss and update my personal life. When I look at my speed dial, 1) Mom 2) Dad 3) Office 4) Baby 5) My assistant 6)~8)My Colleagues 9) My housekeeper. My social circle is very SIMPLE. I know who my real friends are!

I am content with my life cause my main focus is my work, my career, my projects and my clients. I am happy to surround me who thinks I am important to them. My life is simple and....

Simplicity is happiness!