Sweet & Sexy

Finally, CNY has arrived.
Finally, my 2007 is over in my eyes. I have to say my 2007 is better than my 2006 though not really the way I expected. Yes, I'd fallen in love with a guy though it's over now.

Have you ever met someone who looks extremely familiar? And your intuition just told you that he's gonna be in your life, he has a role and you are not quiet sure what's he gonna do? There are two boys that had given me that feeling and they all became ex bfs of mine. Coincidence? I call it intuition and she never told me that they are the ones. But I just know they will somehow play roles in my life. Reality proves me right.

My last relationship has ended badly. As much as I want to reminisce Mr. P and I, it is officially over. It's sad that we can't remain friends but I think friendship also based on respect. For that, he owes me an apology. Luckily, my sadness has gone far away cause I've learned to love myself more throughout the year.

I am a type of person who wants to be better in time, who wants to be wiser in time and also wants to be happy in time. I am very happy with what I have in my life. Great friends, loving parents and processing career. Love becomes very optional, I am not saying it's not important. But I learn I am better off by myself than be in a convincing relationship.

People say that your appearance truly reflects how you feel about yourself. I believe it has its own theory and somehow it can be true. My style has always to appear the hot, sexy and desirable look and I think that's how I want to portrait myself. This year before it's too late, I wanna do a change to my style.

First,
I wanna smile more. Not fakely but nicely smile to people and constantly remind to reflect my happiness to my dear friends.

Secondly,
I wanna try different shade of colors in clothing, not always black and grey. I wanna try lighter and softer colors. Even with make up, not always black and smoky. Yes a little cutesy while I still stay in the middle section of 20s.

Yes, girlie perhaps but I will never forbid my goal to be HOT....
I guess, Sweet and Sexy will be the goal.